John got a girlfriend at the rave on Saturday. Her name is Jenna and he's in my Geometry class. Sure, it makes me kind of sad. But something makes me even MORE sad.
As I said before, John doesn't think he'd be good in a relationship, so he's resorted to hookups only. So this came as a surprise to me. I don't think it's going to last though, he's going to have sex with her and then leave her. It's very sad, and sometimes I wonder why I even like someone like that. It's not like he's a manwhore though, he's just confused and thinks he's helping when he's hurting.
I just wonder how I can like someone who uses girls for sex. Why I'm even considering hooking up with him makes me hate myself. Because of Ksenia. Because of my morals and decision not to hook up for my first time. I just don't know.
Ksenia and I's party is Saturday. John will be there.
I just found out that my BEST FRIEND, Lia, can't come. I'm kind of pissed.
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- Sarah
- She's filled with literary geek-outs and useless emo ramblings. An ex-musician who still finds solace between the headphones, she's taking the world by storm through words and phrases, debating grammar with herself as she goes. She's the one person who literally can get lost in a bookstore. Her head is filled to bursting with out-there ideas, all kept inside by a mane of crazy curly hair. A loud, passionate smartass from the marijuana captial of Colorado, she's determined to make a difference. This is a place for her to make sense of the wonderful madness that she calls life.
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