Sunday, November 16, 2008

Fuck all this.

I'm just done caring right now. I'm spending all this time freaking out because I can't see the future anymore. I need to get out, by myself. But I don't know where to go. I just can't deal. I need a clear head. I want to take a long walk to the library, but it's not open yet. I'm just so confused and scared as fuck for this year. I thought I was going to be stuck alone romantically my entire sophomore year, which I most likely still will, but it's going to be even more torturous than it would be if nobody had a crush on me.

I'm getting out. Separating myself from the world for a few hours.